#testosterone: week 59 Pronouns: it, he Happy #TransgenderDayofVisibility! Sending all my #love to m

#testosterone: week 59 Pronouns: it, he Happy #TransgenderDayofVisibility! Sending all my #love to my trans siblings who choose happiness over safety every day. Gratitude to all the visible trans people, especially the fags & #nonbinary babes, who were possibility models for me as I tried to navigate the tension between honoring my masculinity, femininity & attraction to men. It’s an honor to be a model for others, thank you for reaching out to share your own stories & journeys. Love to those who are unable to come out & to all the queer angels who have given me so much support as I struggle to find my place in the world. This week’s update deals with unglamorous subject matter, so if you’re not into the grossest parts of having a meatsuit, maybe give it a miss. We interrupt our emotional development series for banal physicality: spots have returned, erupting in tender pink pustular mounds scattered all over, from legs to shoulders to spine to chin, particularly on the thighs. It feels like my body demanding my attention in response to recent introspection. Ass hair has returned with a vengeance – a few months ago I experienced a week or two of itching but it passed. This week the hair must have thickened because the itching & subsequent chafing became all but unbearable. For two days, every step I took burned, the redness spreading forward to my genitals as well. It seems to finally be settling, but I suspect this won’t be the last time it troubles me. My facial stubble seems to be thickening & darkening as well, incrementally. Not enough to grow a beard but enough to feel compelled to shave a few times per week. While I continue to suffer celibacy, this week has felt more emotionally stable than the previous. Feels are still challenging: I find myself sulking like a kicked puppy, my focus on wanting, rather than appreciation for what I have. Luckily I still receive support from friends & a night of sleep always works wonders. #hrt #transitionjournal #nonbinary #gaytrans #gay #documentingtransition #fucktheCistem #t #HPonT #2ndpuberty #weveHadOneYesButWhatAbout2ndPuberty #TRANSatlantic #transman #transmasc #lgbt #transtrender #t #cestlat https://www.instagram.com/h.p.loveshaft/p/Bvru5x1BFrG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8smia5pw5gec -- source link

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