skepticalfrog:skepticalfrog:skepticalfrog:skepticalfrog:thinking about dean studying for his ged don
skepticalfrog:skepticalfrog:skepticalfrog:skepticalfrog:thinking about dean studying for his ged dont text! #but also im thinking about the years sam goes to stanford being awful and lonely#and simultaneously the years that john abandons dean the most#but. thinking about how if this is when he gets his ged….#if this is when he might grow his hair the longest it’ll be in decades…#if he might pierce his ear#if this is when he gets top surgery or starts hrt#like. thinking about how the most freedom he’s had from his family is both torture and also the one period in his life where he might feel#like he can. have some breathing room#to find out who he is#why would he do all of the studying necessary for a ged if a part of him wasnt like. investing in himself….#if a part of him wasnt wondering what he would do if his dad never came back for him…#(how there might be a little bit of guilty relief mixed up in all of his fear)#ANYWAY#it’s having feelings about dean hours#as usual i got enough ppl putting me in the soup for these tags so decided to add them #I hope his hands aren’t cold and that the sound of the rain of the impala’s rooftop makes for soothing background noise#what I would do to make him a hot chocolate#wobbling laminated paper sound#aghhhhh he has a ged and a give em hell attitude and he’ll figure it out #unironically tearing up over him #he’s lonely and hurt and scared and probably the most himself he’s ever been#IN HIS HOLEY SOCKS #READING BY STREETLIGHTS#his little toes. his oittle earing. the lights on the windows and the rain. the way he is so curled in over his book!!!!#the soft curls in his hair……#i wanna wrap him in a blanket and knit him gloves#thinking about his studying for the ged in between hunts just tugs at my heartstrings#yeah he probably hid it from john and was too embarrassed to tell sam until he was finished just in case he didn’t pass#freedom but lonely#so many possibilities for him if john had never come back for him#if he got his ged and invested in himself he must have wanted out of the hunting life#god the fact that he passed with all that against him :(#proves that a part of him wanted to get out of the life even back then :/#baby let me darn your socks#make you some soup#wrap you in a homemade blanket#thinking about. sam and dean carved into the car and the toy solider rattle vs dean. alone in the car w only the sound of rain for company#WAHglad we’re all feeling normal tonight about how hard dean must have worked for his ged!! -- source link
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