sissies-x-posed: Hi, I am Krissy Love (@krissy-love-bottom-slut).I am a pathetic, married betaboi
sissies-x-posed: Hi, I am Krissy Love (@krissy-love-bottom-slut). I am a pathetic, married betaboi sissy faggot. Even though I have 2 young children who I love, I am nowhere close to being a man. Both my wife and family deserve better. They need a real man. I have not had any type of intimate contact at all with my wife in at least 3 years or so. We simply do not have any sex at all. We don’t talk about it but I know that the reason is because I am a complete sissy bottom faggot. I even have dreams about strong Dominant Alpha men using me as the wish. I have felt like this for as long as I can remember. I’ve been wishing to be a girl since I was at least 5-years-old. I have felt this way my entire life but thought somehow or at some point in time it would just go away. It has not and I now know that it will never go away. I have purged clothes, make up, sex toys, porn, etc. so many times but I always go back and start over. Each time I start again, my desires are stronger and deeper than before. I have wasted so much money, time and energy fighting against my true nature, it’s absolutely unbelievable. This vicious cycle will never stop if I keep resisting…..I have tried so many times. I have used every kind of method possible to get myself to stop. I used to think that it was a problem that I had to get rid of. I wasted so much time fighting and resisting. But I cannot fight it anymore….I realized that the only way to stop the cycle is to just accept who and what I am and live my true life. I am and will always be a Gay Submissive Sissy Bottom Gurl who craves and needs Dominant Alpha Men. Please contact me if intetested or have any questions or advice: [email protected] I truly feel the desperation in this message. You’re not alone, Krissy. There are so many other closet sissies going through the same struggle right now. They try to deny themselves for decades until they can’t bottle it up anymore. They think that getting married and having kids will set them straight but they end up hurting themselves and their families. You don’t have to deny yourself anymore, sweetheart. This community accepts you for who you are. You don’t have to hide or be ashamed or torture yourself anymore. Set your inner sissy free and live a life that you can be proud of. Sadly, this story is all too common. It hurts to know ho many repressed souls there are out there. There should be a support hotline for people like this. It’s just so sad. Thinking that by locking yourself into a sexless, loveless, marriage, you’ll be able to throw away who you are… it’s never going to work. -- source link