ponderwill: Just A Dumb BabyAll I can do is stare up at my daddy, as I sucked away on my pacifier an
ponderwill: Just A Dumb BabyAll I can do is stare up at my daddy, as I sucked away on my pacifier and helplessly wet in my training pants again. I’ve never been a smart boy, I’ve always just been a dumb little baby filling his diapers and never allowed to grow up because of it. Daddy has tried many times to get me potty trained but it’s never worked out. I did try to also go to school but the teachers also told me that I was not smart enough to learn anything.I only ever made it to second grade before the school finally told my daddy that I needed to spend some time back in preschool or in daycare. At that point my daddy gave up on me ever learning how to grow up and decided that I would stay a baby. I was told every day that I was too dumb to ever leave my diapers or to ever grow up. My room stayed a Nursery and only grew slightly as my daddy found a way to make sure I didn’t grow too much. I was paraded around outside in a stroller in usually just my diaper, being made fun of by all the other kids that were younger and older than me. After a couple years I got used to it, I was just a baby so what does it matter if people make fun of me. I know some big boy words but I’m almost never allowed to talk, otherwise I’ll get a harsh spanking and put in the corner.I watched as my younger brother and sister grew up normal, stopped being babies got out of diapers and went to school. I was never there older brother I was just a baby that they knew was never going to grow up. I used to fight my daddy back then when my younger siblings wanted to learn how to change my diapers knowing full well I was older than them. But they both learned how to punish me and I learned my place that no matter what, I was there baby brother.So as I got older instead of going to school my time was spent in daycare, my friends were all the other babies and toddlers. Of course they really wanted nothing to do with me after they got potty trained. Even when I was a teenager I was still in daycare not in high school, I never got to learn how to drive or got to date. My days were spent in a nursery sucking away on a baby bottle or a pacifier and having my dirty diapers changed like any good baby.But as I did get older I started having urges and for a while I was doing humpies on the pillows and stuffed animals in my crib. That all stopped when Daddy severely spanked me and put my weenie in a metal cage for a year. He just told me that I was too much of a baby to have big boy urges and that the cage was there to make sure my urges went away.My daddy still tries every once in awhile to get me potty trained this time unfortunately will probably be the last time though. My brother just got married and unfortunately his wife is unable to have kids. My daddy told me that I only had one more chance to grow up and that I could finally become the normal 22-year-old I was supposed to be. But that if I failed I would go live with my brother and be there baby boy for a very long time.But now as I look up at my daddy and I feel myself beginning to make a messy in my already wet training pants, I know I won’t have a choice. My daddy just says that he’ll put me in a much thicker diaper this time and I will be treated more like a newborn. I will have to learn how to just lay on my back cry and fill my diapers. I won’t be able to use my hands or to crawl I’ll be much littler now. Then when I’m ready my daddy will drop me off with my brother and I’ll be his baby and I hope that this time I’ll get to grow up and not be so dumb… -- source link