black-culture:In order to understand why Zendaya’s appearance at the Oscars is important we have to
black-culture:In order to understand why Zendaya’s appearance at the Oscars is important we have to understand the daily slights Black women have to contend with about their hair. My best friend’s mother had a live-in boyfriend who would frequently refer to me as a “wild child” because of my hair. Boys would constantly make fun of my “beedeebees.” At one point my grandmother dyed my hair behind my mother’s back in an effort to do something to make my hair look less “dirty.” When my mother finally took me to get my hair relaxed I remembered thinking that what I saw in the mirror was what “pretty” felt like. Everyone was relieved my mother finally “did something.” People couldn’t stop talking about how “long and pretty” my hair was. I felt like the girl in teen movies who took off her glasses and was finally pretty.I always loved natural styles but spent years thinking I didn’t have the “right” kind of hair to go natural. When I finally did, after seeing so many kinky-haired women embrace their hair I had a quite a time. I had no experience with my own hair. I didn’t know how to do it or what products would properly moisturize it. I didn’t know how to braid it or style it. I would spend hours trying to replicate the styles I saw on Youtube and would just end up crying. Sometimes I didn’t want to go out or to events because I felt hideous. Now that I know how to take care of it and the natural hair industry is booming I get comments like this:“I mean I love your hair don’t get me wrong but are you gonna wear it like that to an interview?”“Maybe wait until you’ve gotten a job to wear it how you want to. Why don’t you put into that braid crown? That’s nice.”“I mean I’m all for ‘embracing your blackness’ so I mean don’t get a relaxer or anything but why don’t you do a twist out until you know how your job feels about natural hair?”Although recently my grandfather said, “You always had such long, pretty hair. Why would you do this?”I’ve realized over the years that my hair was never the problem. I wasn’t crying for me. I was crying about the way people perceived me. I was crying because this reminder of my Blackness was “concerning” to people. When Zendaya went to the Oscars she went with the express intention of pushing back against the kind of mentality that had been such a sore spot in my life and the lives of Black women all over the world. She showed up at the whitest event on its whitest year in direct opposition of white beauty standards and Giulianna Rancic thought she could reduce her to a punchline.But Zendaya knew something that took a while to resonate within me. When you have knowledge and imagery of who you are and where you came from that knowledge can shield you from the daily assaults of white supremacy. You can tell from her response that Zendaya was prepared for her look to be polarizing. She specifically named Black figures whose hair inspired her look that night and restated her intention in wearing her hair the way she did.- See more at: http://black-culture.com/why-zendayas-refusal-to-be-diminished-is-important-for-us-black-girls/#sthash.Bw7QrXCP.wxCIk3wf.dpuf -- source link