mockingjalie:But one day I’ll have to explain about my nightmares. Why they came. Why they won’t eve
mockingjalie:But one day I’ll have to explain about my nightmares. Why they came. Why they won’t ever really go away.I’ll tell them how I survive it. I’ll tell them that on bad mornings, it feels impossible to take pleasure in anything because I’m afraid it could be taken away. That’s when I make a list in my head of every act of goodness I’ve seen someone do. It’s like a game. Repetitive. Even a little tedious after more than twenty years. -- source link