smartsurrender:Instructions: 12.03.14 “You will, for the next 3 days, as circumstances &nb
smartsurrender:Instructions: 12.03.14 “You will, for the next 3 days, as circumstances allow, keep, by any means available, nipples aroused. You will then write, elsewere, 2 instances that were notable. Questions? Master” * * * * * The instance this evening is getting some snug help from black duct tape. A slim strip wrapped around each nipple just at the base of the areola. Nice, hard, incredibly sensitive and obviously “aroused” even from beneath my thin t-shirt and pullover fleece. Happy Hour, indeed. Let the games begin… . Damn, He knows how to keep me ripe. Agent 355 Number 2.When I sat down to write the second part of the most recent instruction response, I heard an e-mail arrive and being the multitasking goddess I am, I read it.It was weird enough to knock what I’d been planning on sharing clean off my Share This list. And left me craving both dark solitude and an out-of-house distraction. It’s Monday in early December, everyone I know is with family doing holiday things. Someone and I had already spoken, uncustomary for a Monday but it is His birthday today and the ants in my pants were tugging me put the door. Plus, He’d likely go radio silent and I wasn’t going to bother Him with my sudden-onset bout of WTHeck. I went to the see Mockingjay Part I.The person e-mailing me loves me, a lot. Probably more than anyone outside loinfruit. This person has been inquiring about Master/Someone and me, and has encouraged me the entire adventure to “do what is right for YOU!” and, for once, I am listening and heeding what seems like sound guidance; it is definitely given from a place of love and protection. And this is the sentence that knit my brow: “I am getting more comfortable with Someone [His name] as a trusted male for you……you are always the good human and I believe you understand the potential for hurt, your hurt. I see what you have been reading and you are walking the walk, as they say. I know what it is like to make the wrong choices and to be aware of this and to feel like there is nothing that can be understood or done to make a better choice. (i don’t know if i am capable of making a better choice and i threw up my hands. i’m not even certain that my ‘not choice’ was a good one.)there are no guarantees in life and if you don’t risk you get exactly what you risked - nothing in return. then, you have to keep the tiller steady as best you can. i like watching the amazing race because i like to see the tasks they have to complete for a view of each country but i also like to watch the dynamic of each couple. in the current season, one couple is married dentists. my they are “perfect” and easy to mock. but the married dentists, despite their apparent perfection, respect each other, don’t have hissys, share the same values. they make a good couple. no one likes the ones who bicker. your nature is to be pleasing, to be funny and kind. you’re a solver where many throw in the towel and say "fuck it.” I know you, i see you are happy. keep being happy whether it involves or includes Him or not. if you have doubts, slow down but tell him. keep trusting your intuition. look how well it works in your parenting! let it work for your own needs, too. love you. are you making any art?” For some reason I’ve not discovered, this took my brain so far from arousal and instructions. “A trusted male.” “the potential for hurt.” Risk nothing gain nothing. I was doing nicely, skipping along minding my own business… . Well shit. Now I’m breathing tight and wide awake. Agent 355 -- source link