That’s how it all began. He came over……I was young, he was hot and sever
That’s how it all began. He came over……I was young, he was hot and several years older……everyone wanted him but warned me not to give him his way…….. our first date, he was rubbing my mostly bare leg……we got back to my place and he came up (he didn’t ask, just told me he was coming in for the night. I was tipsy…..we walk in, he grabbed my hair brutally pulling me to my knees….. i wasn’t sure why but everything he said. Even when he told me to go get a belt, a wire hanger, clothespins, a lit candle and a cup of ice……innocent then, I saw nothing sexual of the request……he put the pins on my tits, lips, clit, took the wire hanger and made me beg him to hurt me……which he did….smacked my face ….kicked my clit then again making me beg for harder…kicked me over whipped me with the belt until there were welts, took ice up my ass and the remainder up my CUNT while degrading myself like he wanted…….dripped wax on my tits and cunt….dripping wax into me on top of ice…..made me open my mouth for his ashes from his smoke then just grazed my clit with it enough to hurt causing him to choke me with the belt……asked if I wanted him to fuck me….yes wasn’t enough, I had to be on the balcony with belt around neck beating my own tits and clit with a wooden spoon. He came out and fucked me with my tits bouncing while hanging over the rail as neighbors watched. He came on my face, grabbed my clothes ….told me to get dressed, which I obediently did. He grabbed my hair and belt on neck drug me thru apt, tied me down to bed, tight, gagged and began telling me how pathetic I was to listen like I had n a first date, came on my tits and lmk I was his and would always obey….. and so it began…..tried vanilla after missed the abuse, pain, humiliation and degradation……..and went crawling back begging him back….signed the ownership paperwork and never looked back…..I was meant to obey and please as ordered. No matter where, how, what, when or who/how many……I’ve been brutally raped by many at once to earn that laugh made being violated worth it…….X -- source link