poetbastard:I got asked why I don’t join in on tdov and well, the reason is actually pretty simple.
poetbastard:I got asked why I don’t join in on tdov and well, the reason is actually pretty simple. I’ve got nothing inspiring to say, nor a good story to tell. I don’t feel I fit any label and to me it’s not a pleasant thing. I quite frankly feel lost. It’s like I’m just a guest in my own body. I don’t feel at home. I get mis-gendered all the time and I know it’s not people’s fault, because how the hell would they be able to tell. A lot of times I wish my voice was different but I can’t tell in what way. I catch myself trying to fit into genderstereotypes but regardless of what gender I try to pass as I always get told I look “trans” and I get ridiculed. I’m not strong and I’m not a motivation, so I’m sorry for that. But there’s one thing I have to say: Being trans is not an insult. You fucking wish you looked as good in a dress or a fucking suit as I do. There. I fucking said it. I might never feel comfortable in my own body, who knows, but fuck man I’ll be turning heads in the meantime. -- source link
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