“I’m here my precious girl, thank you for waiting.”So I saw somewhere on tumblr la

“I’m here my precious girl, thank you for waiting.”So I saw somewhere on tumblr last week that @myetie wasn’t feeling too swell.I’m sorry I’m a little late but here, have loads of Yoosung fluff from my cosplay debut at AFA Singapore 2016 with my amazing friends xHey babe, you’re precious & amazing and you deserve all the love!And you’ll make an amazing MC #justdoitAlso, a lot of people asked me why Yoosung’s my favourite.It’s a long post ahead so I’ve placed a break here so you don’t have to read it if you don’t want to.Cheers :3vIf you do, here’s why. I have to admit it does seem strange because aesthetically he doesn’t seem one bit like the type I would go for. So putting aside my other opinions with him arguably having the best character development, voice acting and characterization, and being the precious bundle of cinnamon fluff that he is.Yoosung Kim is the one character I can relate to, most intricately on the loss of a very dear loved one that have suffered from a medical condition.The inconsolable pain fueled by rippling agony. I felt I was looking at myself once again then. It was so real and close to my heart. There were many times I wanted to hold him and tell him that it’s absolutely fine to feel lost, helpless and that yes, it seemed as though the whole world was closing in on you, suffocating under its weight in impenetrable darkness. Snuffing out the radiance and blurring your memories of her. You sink into an infinite and there you stay dormant in limbo, unwilling to wake up. Reality is a hateful place, filled with demons and you are in tatters with no weapons to fight them.My mother was certified with clinical depression and took her own life when I was sixteen. And like Rika, she was my sun. And exactly like him, I asked all the same questions as I stared at her coffin. How could you have left me behind without saying anything? We didn’t even get to say goodbye. You would never have done this. I don’t believe this. No, my mother would never have killed herself, she was such a happy person. There must be a mistake. You said I was your world. I love you. I love you so much.Denial. It was the only comfort I knew. The only shield I had. I tried finding pieces of her in the hurt, in the ocean of tears I have shed. But alas, darkness breeds more darkness and they spawn like wild fire. The hounds of hell run far and wide. I was blind to the world before me.But I was lucky, like how Yoosung was lucky to have met you. Love is no gallant knight, but a serpent, your serpent. It’s coils are numerous and they tighten around you, it forces out the pain and dread leaving you gasping for air. Your vision clears and you remember. I have to live, I cannot die. I am your legacy that you have left behind. And that every sun is a star and they will eventually die, that the memories we have made together are the fuel of that fire. I was lost once but I’m here now. Life has no reset button but an infinite parallel of possibilities. And I will, as you have told me countless times before, in your bedroom as you stroke my hair and coax me to sleep. I will honour the dead by living well, and never forget that you loved me till the very end. Because those were the last words that left your lips that fateful night. And love, is all we will ever have in this cruel battlefield.It is what we live for.Closing note: If you have read through all this, I thank you with all my heart. And smile, for I’ve known for a long time now, I’m no longer alone x -- source link

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