bionibots: Cloude“Just as she popped out of nowhere, she slipped back into the shadows, just l
bionibots: Cloude“Just as she popped out of nowhere, she slipped back into the shadows, just like you. In the same manner, you vanished silently on me. I’m unable to explain but somehow I can’t deny that the short exchange between us meant something. Since you are gone our last kiss held a special meaning for me. On occasion, I still think I can taste your lips on mine and hear your soft giggle. Whenever you tilted your head, I gently pointed out to you my tender gaze, defying your attempts to evade my inquiring glances at such moments. As I wished to immerse myself within your world. My wish was to see the world through your eyes. How I would have loved to have lived in a world where your peaceful vision prevailed. This woman made me realize even more how much I still miss you. Who was this woman anyways? She tilted her head the same way as you did. Oh fuck, I’m imagining all the sweat. I need a drink before I have to deal with Hara. Cloude, wake the fuck up, stop dreamin’.”Amara“On my way to the office, I ran into Cloude. At first, I didn’t realize it was him. But I will admit I had a vague hope. Cloudes silhouette was too familiar to me. Of all people, I had to meet him here in Westnox. Why isn’t he home? He must have had a rough ride into the day because he hardly paid attention to his surroundings. He was so lost in his thoughts that he didn’t recognize the hazard or me.We had a brief moment. Old memories came up, and I had this feeling as if he was seeing the real me. The same as usual, I couldn’t bear to look at him, and damn he hadn’t lost any of his zest. I have to force myself to remember that there is no return button.It was no longer my right to have his love, let alone friendship. By dying, I became an integral part of his past. Anyway, I am engaged and will get married soon. In my role as the new CEO of Bionibots, I have no time, and I can’t let Cloude consume me. But vivid memories of a time come up of which I wish they had died along with my corpse back then and buried in the past. This is not physical pain - it is a scarred section of my soul. After all, it’s a fragment of a past memory - but it still aches.Going back home, where love felt real, where people were real. Back to the time when I was still a human being. Back to his love, the one I only needed. How could he love me? Especially if he would know that I’m no longer a human? I became all that we once despised.A soul-deep sorrow unfolds its wings as I realize I was not quite ready yet - to see him again. If I could, I would cry!” -- source link