I don’t really like taking selfies but I got my hair cut and am wearing a dress to work fo
I don’t really like taking selfies but I got my hair cut and am wearing a dress to work for the first time all summer because we’re going out after work to celebrate my 8th year anniversary of working here. (Seriously wtf) You may have noticed my lack of presence on social media, I haven’t really participated for months– it had become overwhelming to me and overall the daily barrage doesn’t make me feel good. So I have taken to casual viewing here and on twitter, etc. Sorry for my lack of interaction. Also, the hobby of cosplay in me is basically completely dead. It’s sort of sad, but my desires in life have moved on. After 13-14 years, I had a good run. I kind of don’t know what to do with this account anymore, tbh. Anyway, I’ve been working for the last 2 months on a comic, so I’ve been fueling all my energy into that. It’s a slice-of-life high school drama that centers around music. It’s funny how a story born out of depression has helped bring me out of depression. Maybe this will resonate with someone, and without going too indepth– my entire life I’ve spent enormous amounts of time maladaptive daydreaming, and have made up countless stories in my head as a form of dissociation coping mechanism. Some people consider this bad, and I don’t normally tell people about this, but here I am… Anyway, these stories are never meant to leave my head, but this story I have gotten really attached to, and recently I had the thought “if I like this, maybe someone else will too”. I’ve been wanting to make a comic forever, and had convinced myself I needed to concoct a story from scratch rather than using my daydreams because they, for one, feel too personal. In any case, it feels good to feel really passionate about something, and even though it’s going to take me 10 years to draw this very long story, LOL, at this time, I am feeling hyped to work on something I care about– even if no one ever does. If you made it this far, thanks!! And I will make a few announcements about the comic when the time comes, for anyone who may be interested– it won’t be released until sometime next year though. That’s all I got– thank you… https://www.instagram.com/p/BnWqT11hDW-/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kqp1xk9clyp -- source link