newlifeahead: hellomastermind2019:jerryseyes:“Let There Be Light” with @siennahayes-
newlifeahead: hellomastermind2019: jerryseyes: “Let There Be Light” with @siennahayes-jerrysEYES “Let there be light.” A profound statement with so many interpretations. She sat in nakedness, folded into herself. Knowing she was different, she had always been searching for a way to help her understand her deepest desires. She knew she didn’t just “fit in” the way she had always been told she must. But lacked the courage to challenge the voices which had always led her through life. Nothing about their desires for her felt right. She knew she needed to break their hold and find her own voice. He had invited her to explore herself in safety. He had promised her in a way she could absolutely trust, that she need not fear the dark. For in it there was always light, you simply had to trust and believe. And it was often in the darkness that we can be shown to ourselves. He had also promised that her deepest beauty would be even more extraordinary when she could open her eyes to her own dark desires. She sat on the cool floor twisted into herself garnering the needed strength to see her own truth. her own self. She closed her eyes taking a deep breath in, smelling the lemon oil which must have recently been applied to the furniture in the room. She reached for her phone turning the camera on the phone to face her. She saw the excitement in her eyes as they glowed in recognition of the part of her which was beginning to be reborn. She was mesmerized looking at herself as if for the first time. This stranger, for all intent and purpose had opened a door to her soul. He had kindly opened it to her to see and understand. But she knew it was not selfless on his part. He wanted to possess the woman who resided there, yet was hidden from all, especially herself. Tears glistened as they fell from her eyes trailing a pathway to her cheek, it slowly trailed it’s way on it’s continued journey to her chin and dropped landing on her breast to her taught nipple. She felt it move awakening sexuality inside. There was a recognition of her own beauty which others had always insisted did not exist. There was an acceptance of that part of her which needed to serve as well as lead. And an acceptance of the dampness beginning to pool in the private places she often denied. She managed her families corporate holdings She was good at what she did there and was comfortable in those clothes. But there was no personal happiness.She could clearly see that her own strength was also her own weakness. Trading the one, while denying the other. She simply had to submit to the wishes of a lover, or the other in a relationship.But that was impossible. Or was it. Somehow before today, she had successfully stifled her own voices the voices the darkness had brought forth She closed her phone. She wanted what she had always been terrified to accept. The Dominance of another over her. It was so clear now, that her strength in business, was not negated when serving the needs of another in the bedroom She owed the stranger a debt of gratitude. Without him, she would have continued to deny herself. And in him, he had promised she would be free. A small smile crossed her face as she realized, she was already feeling free, without even having accepted his invitation to join him on their quest of discovery. Her destiny was born and waited in this room where she quietly and patiently awaited him. Illuminated in the shadows by the darkness, for him. When he entered the room it would be her bright happy eyes he would see first, while he went to join her in his own nakedness. Showing her as much himself as she already had seen of her. The honesty and heart the light, and their desires for one another would be revealed in the darkness. She committed herself to him without another second of consideration. And the journey began as he accepted her. (tn) Trish Nielson -- source link