storyofasub:Why I like having things in my ass That’s the exact title Daddy gave me for toda
storyofasub: Why I like having things in my ass That’s the exact title Daddy gave me for today’s writing… he’s not making things easy. I’m trying very hard to make this a thoughtful, deep (ahem) post… and kinda failing. Don’t get me wrong, having things put in my ass is something I take very seriously… and is one very, very good way to instantly have me dripping wet and desperately begging for more. But, honestly, show me a lovely picture like this or tell me how you’re not even going to bother with my cunt and will only be fucking my ass, and any thoughts after that will be anything but coherent. But Daddy says I gotta write, so here goes. Let’s not beat about the bush here (ahem), being fucked in the ass, with whatever Daddy decides will go in there, makes me feel like a dirty little slut. And sure, that feeling alone is enough to get many people going, but it’s about a little more than that, I think. Besides the obvious things like it being a teeny bit degrading and humiliating, it puts me in the right frame of mind to serve. Because, though yes I do like the feeling, having things put in there is not, ultimately, for my pleasure. That’s not typically where things ‘feel good’. But it happens anyway, because that’s just what he wants to do. It reinforces, time and time again, that I have no mysteries left. I often enjoy playing the mystical, secretive creature, watching how it drives men wild… but not with him. Never with him. I have no secrets, nothing I have is kept from him. Knowing you have revealed and handed over your every secret power can be very frightening. Many people like to maintain a sense of mystery and hold back bits of information as a self-preserving defence mechanism - if they are later rejected, they can brush it off more easily with a ‘well he never knew the real me’. Handing over every part of you is like handing someone a knife, closing your eyes, turning around, and trusting they won’t do it. And that is how I feel when I give him the most secret, hidden parts of me. This may well sound like a massive overreaction, considering how I’m basically just talking about assfucking, ha. But nothing we do is quite so simple. It is not the physical that keeps me here, but the psychological. The connection that is forged when we uncover everything, strip back all that tiresome pretence, and hand ourselves over to another. So there’s all that… But then there’s also the fact that, when he takes my ass and whispers what a filthy little whore I am with his mouth at my throat, I cum so fucking hard. — image: venusetadonis.tumblr.com -- source link
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