cntrlaltdltclub: the past few months have been rough. I’ve had to deal with more as a grown up
cntrlaltdltclub: the past few months have been rough. I’ve had to deal with more as a grown up than i have before, emotional change is hard and I’m on a holiday this week. This much spare time has really taken its toll bc its A LOT of time to overthink things. I’ve gained more weight in the past 2 months than I have in the past year (these photos actually make me ridiculously uncomfortable, i’m uploading to push a comfort zone here), cried myself to sleep multiple times a week, my libido is through the floor and tonight was the first time i ate a proper meal and I’m having trouble with facing the reality that the kink journey/adulting journey I so desperately want to go on is now something I have do do without direct guidance. I just needed a place to vent. So wish me luck, these next few months are going to be rough. BUT I am certain I’ll come out A LOT happier and emotionally stable at the other end. Whenever that is -- source link