corgi-nub:trans snape week 5: nameSeverus had become more depressed than he had ever been after some
corgi-nub:trans snape week 5: nameSeverus had become more depressed than he had ever been after some time of working at Hogwarts. Any hope for a life that he had any control over was gone. His greatest aspirations had been using his potions mastery to research and invent new potions and to have a family. Now his potions skill would go towards being a professor, something he hated very much, and he had very little hope of ever finding someone who would marry him. Between his dark mark and what he saw as his sentence of working at Hogwarts, it was unlikely. With his job, he only had time to even attempt to meet people over the summers. It didn’t help matters that he hated socialising. His preference for solitude led him to dread what he knew was coming that evening. A meeting of the order, and Dumbledore had insisted he attend. The headmaster had designated him as their spy, and it was handy that he could make advanced potions if the need arose. Severus was dreading it. He knew it was likely that the members of the Order would look down on him like the scum he was. keep reading -- source link