I am nervous about my first pelvic exam. I have had a rectal exam before but hopefully the doctor do

I am nervous about my first pelvic exam. I have had a rectal exam before but hopefully the doctor does not give an enema to me this time. The last one I had filled my belly so much, I felt like I was going to explode, luckily my doctor inserted an anal balloon nozzle that stopped it from coming out. The water was however so warm it relaxed my anus. After I used the bathroom in the corner, that weirdly had no divider and the doctor just kept looking at me while I expelled my belly, I went back onto the exam table. Since my anus was so relaxed I could barely feel the large 3 prong speculum she inserted into my anus and the large anal snake she feed into my belly. The snake felt kinda nice. She said it was because she lubed it all up so much. Except when she was like 2 feet in I started to move around because that part hurt, so she said she had to restrain me. She got out these belt looking straps and put them on my legs and arms. I guess I didn’t move much after that. She seemed as if she enjoyed seeing me like that. Idk why but I liked it too. Maybe she will be my doctor again today… -- source link

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