Misplaced Anxiety Sometimes I think I should worry about you. It’s when you worry about yo
Misplaced Anxiety Sometimes I think I should worry about you. It’s when you worry about yourself, doubt lining your brow with a crevice like a canyon, and just as impassable. You’re obtuse, then, a thick impenetrable wall of anxiety that I can’t quite figure out. You doubt yourself, and I feel like I should start to figure out the reasons why. It’s the timing that worries me most, coming hard on the heels of whatever scene just happened. It’s the drop, I know it is, but that doesn’t stop that worm of a question from gnawing away at the back of my mind. What if she’s not ok? What if that was too much? What if she can’t handle it? They’re questions that were never begged, and never will be. Because while you might feel fragile, like some glass vase teetering on the edge of oblivion, you’re a juggernaut, and your courage surprises me every time it rears its impressive head. These aren’t simple things that we dabble in. I’m not taking you out to tea, or gently fondling your head. I’m stripping back the layers of your personality until the nerves are exposed, and then I’m running a grater over the ends. It’s exquisite agony, but it’s still agony, and no matter how masochistic you are courage is required to get you into this room, into this situation. You’re here because you had the bravery to face down your fears, the desire to see your fantasies become reality, no matter how daunting the prospect might be. So you’re not fragile. You’re not a moment from splintering into a thousand tiny pieces at any moment. You’re powerful, and beautiful, a towering testament to the strength of your psyche. You’re here because you want to be, not because of anything I did. I merely showed you the door; you stepped through. And it’s not about to slam the instant you passed through it. Hell, you passed through it a long time ago now, and you’re still able to back away, if you wanted to. But you don’t. You’re braver than that. You’re having way too much fun, anyway. -- source link
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