The Wayside The deeper I get into this, the fewer and more pronounced moments entirely to myself bec
The Wayside The deeper I get into this, the fewer and more pronounced moments entirely to myself become. I’m not talking about solitude, because there’s still a fair amount of that, even if I’m working, around people, or just by myself. It’s more that the moments when my thoughts veer away from other people, and start to focus more inwards, are become a little more rare, and a little more profound. It’s not a bad thing by any stretch; self awareness is always something I’ve welcomed. It makes me a better Dominant, and a better person. Being aware and reflective can only ever keep you from doing something bad, so long as my moral compass is still functioning. But I feel as though I’ve reached a certain point, a plateau of knowledge in between this last leap and the next. I’ve submerged myself in the scene, for the moment, and right now I’m content to tread water for a moment, enjoy my surroundings, drink it all in. I’ll go deeper in my own time, but for the moment the water’s fine. And so I don’t need to think quite so much. The moments sneak up on my like old friends in airports, and I welcome them when they come. They take me a step or two deeper, tell me a thing or two I hadn’t known, but for now I’m languishing in a slow place. Which is nice. Lovely. Enjoyable. Relaxing. And, most importantly, a fuck-tonne of fun. -- source link
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