The more perfect, delicate, soft and beautiful you look, the stronger the urge I have to devastate y
The more perfect, delicate, soft and beautiful you look, the stronger the urge I have to devastate you fundamentally. To break you down, turn you from perfect into imperfect, delicate to broken, soft to abused, and beautiful to… well, you’ll still be beautiful. But you’ll be my beautiful. It’s because you seem so unmarked. Untouched by the world around you, as ephemeral as a cloud, something that is seen, that exists, but is utterly unreachable, unknowable. It’s just a feature that passes through, that you can never truly effect. Except, well, I can. And because I can, I will, because I can’t stand to see you so unmarked, because I have to leave my own mark, something that leaves you resolutely different. Something other than before. Changed, irreparably. I don’t want to break you, not really. I just can’t stand to see you quite like that. Not without knowing that, on the inside, you’re so very mine. Marked, and mine. -- source link
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