This is probably the hardest post that I will ever write. Fifteen years ago, I lost my be
This is probably the hardest post that I will ever write. Fifteen years ago, I lost my beloved mother.And yesterday afternoon, on the 1st of July 2015, my father joined her unexpectedly.I choose to believe that they have met in the world above and are probably smiling down at me right now, hands entwined together.There are no words that can actually describe how much I miss him right now. I’m trying, I’m trying my best but I can’t stop crying.I am broken inside.There are indefinitely still so many things I want to tell him, to share with him, to experience with him but I guess that will just have to wait until it’s my turn. So please wait for me daddy, I’ll fill up my life with so many amazing things you’ll be begging me to stop when I get there. You’re the coolest dad anyone could possibly ask for. You have no idea how many fans you have dad. All my friends love you so much. I just wished I had told you again before your last moments, how much I love you. How proud and lucky I am to have you as my father. You will forever be in my heart, the amazing man that you are.There won’t be one day, one second that I won’t miss you and mum.You both are still so alive in my memories and I will take them with me together with your words and teachings till as long as I live.You will live on in me, always.Just like mum, we are one.I love you so much daddy dearest. I’ll see you in my dreams tonight.Rest in eternal bliss my badass of a father.Missing you too much,Your loving daughter -- source link
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