I’ve been struggling lately with a lot of different things. I big thing for me is who I am as
I’ve been struggling lately with a lot of different things. I big thing for me is who I am as a person right now. I don’t feel like myself often. Before i became pregnant again I struggled with my body and all the changes that happen with having a child. Now I feel like a whale, a beautiful nurturing whale, but a whale nonetheless. I love being a mother. More than anything the sense of joy and accomplishment it gives me watching my little one grow into a spitfire of a human is out of this world. My sex drive is just not here right now. I have no urge to make all these beautifully sensual posts that I envision in my head. I know none of the fun or sexy has to stop when you become a mom, but for me it did. I lost my confidence. I lost a lot of my personality. I lost my will to have outrageously inappropriate moments. I don’t want to be touched. I just have fallen in to this pit of separation from everything that I knew to define me and that I love. I am struggling but I am working on it. I remind myself daily that growth is possible and I am still the fun loving, sexually active, sexually open and wonderful woman i have always been. It will take time but i will get there. Please have patience and kindness as i find my way back to the woman that you all know and hopefully love. -- source link
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