uovoc: wistals:murderbot & dr. mensah #i had been afraid that she was and what it did to me#
uovoc: wistals:murderbot & dr. mensah #i had been afraid that she was and what it did to me#fuck hon you sure had been huh#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#*avril lavigne voice* she was my client. i was her secunit. can i make it any more obvious?#everyone around them: YES PLEASE MAKE IT MORE OBVIOUS WE DON’T GET IT AT ALL#i love that mensah’s marital partners and bil are all like ‘hey you. what exactly is the nature of your relationship?’#and mb’s like ‘i’m her [term that also encompasses its function (which has mutated in some ways without clear redefinition)#as well as its personhood/objecthood and is also something that really only exists in a context they are presumably no longer in]’#and they’re like ‘wtf does that mean’#and it’s like FUCK IF I KNOW!!!!!! IF YOU FIGURE IT OUT BE SURE TO TELL ME!!!!!!!!#can’t i just have an identity crisis in peace without it also affecting the way i relate to the world around me and everyone in it#apparently not!!!!!!!!!!!#you know what though i’ve been an adult in charge of my own destiny for over 87600 hours and what do i have to show for it?#have i figured out my place in the world? i sure have not. but have i watched a lot of tv? yes definitely.#so mb is doing pretty well i daresay#i just think there’s something about that like terror of possibility and freedom and not knowing how to create - or feeling like creation#is too far outside your remit. how can you create a new way of being? it seems impossible. but you can’t be what you once were either.#so what can you do? i’ll tell you what you can do. you can watch thousands of hours of soap opera is what. (via howdydowdy) -- source link
#murderbot#ayda mensah