Being brought up and homeschooled by a single, very liberal-minded mother, in my innocence, I would
Being brought up and homeschooled by a single, very liberal-minded mother, in my innocence, I would grow open minded in matters of gender and romance, with virtually no peer pressures in the absence of any neighboring kids. A youth who shared many regular fantasies of women for a boy his age, but also, just as much homoerotic dreams about men (Of being a helpless slaveboy, catering day and night to the sexual needs of the emperors sexiest champion gladiators). And just as much as he owned regular clothes for a boy, he also owned dresses and accompaniments fit for a girl. So much so, that he enjoyed indulging in alternate boy and girl personas. These personas would of course differ in character, most notably, how unlike the boy, the girl was only interested in men. -- source link