#RelatableThe idea of my dainty little helpless body, being thrown naked into a pen of starving nake
#RelatableThe idea of my dainty little helpless body, being thrown naked into a pen of starving naked men with rippling muscles, was at once the most of frightening of things in my boyhood……… and also just as terrifying, was how deep down, it was undeniably the absolute most erotic thing imaginable.…… mother occasionally used to tell me she believed most people to be bisexual, and that because of it’s taboo nature, homosexual fantasy can have a clear edge in it’s sexiness, making for her (and many of her friends) ultimate sexual fantasies growing up -- source link