Few things would be so profoundly unsettling and make me so vulnerable and insecure about myself, th
Few things would be so profoundly unsettling and make me so vulnerable and insecure about myself, than when mother expertly dressed me in her lingerie, wig and makeup, making me look so convincingly like the kind of girls that boys supposed to obsessively lust over.So vulnerable I was, that I found myself not only open to, but entertaining erotic thoughts that no boys were supposed to have. Thinking the kinds of thoughts which only girls were supposed to have about men, I would experience the most powerful orgasms of my young life, that would have important implications for the nature of my developing sexuality, decisively drawing me to my mother’s Playgirl magazines, instead of my father’s Playboy magazines -- source link
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