As a deeply reflective and thoughtful twelve year old boy, I on occasion found myself thinking what
As a deeply reflective and thoughtful twelve year old boy, I on occasion found myself thinking what I and many other boys would be like, without social expectations and taboos. At one time in a shopping mall, I saw a glamorous young lady working at a jewelry store. Moving gracefully around the premises, with pretty, long hair, substantial makeup, and long legs in a short skirt, propped up in designer high heels. A part of me knew, that without social expectations, that would likely be me on an average day.These unsettling thoughts would lead to all kinds of others. In this alternative universe, where I wore makeup and skirts in my day to day life, I imagined that without social expectations, whether I would feel as romantically about girls as I did then, knowing I wouldn’t. Then imagining, without social taboo, whether I would have such feelings about men, knowing fearfully that I would indeed have deeply romantic feelings about them, before a truly disconcerting realization. That in this alternate world, I would be dating men exclusively. I would likely have a boyfriend and in a few years, be having sex with him on a daily basis. -- source link
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