How so very much it worried me, when mother told me that the dance studio planned to renovate, and d
How so very much it worried me, when mother told me that the dance studio planned to renovate, and during this period, my ballet classes may have to take place, in a space along side where bodybuilders workout. How uncomfortable it made me, to imagine, my delicate, little, pretty body, in my leotard, dancing daintily in the view of strong, grunting muscular men, and then to be surrounded by their naked bodies in the showers and changing room. It was homoeroticism that so disturbed me, but not as much as as the unspeakable homoeroticism that came to me in my dreams, that so scared, confused and aroused me……… The Masochistic Emasculation Fetish reddit group -- source link