Reminiscent of slumber parties with the girls.How awkward it was, when the other boys found out that
Reminiscent of slumber parties with the girls.How awkward it was, when the other boys found out that I was allowed to spend the nights with them on these occasions. As you would expect, the one question they were interested in, were whether I got to see or do anything sexual with them. So I would insist nothing of interest happened. In reality their questions made me deeply uncomfortable, in making me realize that these were thoughts, I was supposed to be having about girls, and the situation I was in, was supposed to have been a boy’s dream come true, to sleep in a bed of pretty, attractive girls….. but no. No such thoughts occurred to me. Just like the girls there, who it would never occur to think of another girl in such a way. To compound this disturbing epiphany, that like my friends, there would be something else that would occupy our thoughts and dreams as we slept together… boys….. The Masochistic Emasculation Fetish reddit group -- source link