snippykins: Like everyone else circumcised as birth, All memories of “my little snip” ha
snippykins: Like everyone else circumcised as birth, All memories of “my little snip” had long faded away as a toddler. In infancy like all boys my age I was unaware of foreskins or circumcision. The earliest time saw another penis was my fathers. His is uncircumcised and looked very different to mine but I just shrugged it off thinking I would look the same when I grew up….. Time passed and around age 7 I would often climb Mulberry trees with 3 other boys in the neighborhood. One afternoon one of the other boys climbed down from the tree and pissed. After he finished he turned around and showed his penis to the rest of us. To my surprise it was the same as my fathers. I was confused but didn’t say anything. This started off the others showing theirs and I felt pressure to show mine. I did and mine was different to everyone else….but none of us knew why. This event was a defining moment in my childhood. I was too shy to ask questions about it. My parents hadn’t said anything. I look back and wonder if any of the other boys asked their parents why? if they did none of them told me.Was mine the first circumcision they ever saw? The next big moment of discovery was in my final year of Primary School. I had just turned 12 and the School was hosting a Puberty and Sex Education talk. All students went with a parent and the guest speaker had an over head projector. To be honest I only remember one moment of that talk. A drawing of 2 penises was projected on the screen. Penis ‘A’ looked like my fathers and my friends from the mulberry tree and penis ‘B’ looked like mine. The woman talking explained very matter of fact that there were two types of penises. Uncircumcised and Circumcised. It was the first time I had ever heard these words! It was the moment I discovered I was circumcised!…. Its what followed afterwards that made my mind rush and my head spin! the speaker went on to explain that when boys are born we are all uncircumcised, However some parents may have choose to circumcise you…. A little operation to which cuts the foreskin off the penis. I’m Circumcised! Wait what? A part of my penis was cut off? Did my parents really have me circumcised? Why would they do this? Who else is circumcised? My mind raced! I said nothing to my mum about it and was worried about what she might be thinking. I have no idea what went on in rest of the talk my mind was filled with questions! After the talk It was an awkward ride home with my mum. I asked about why and how and the like…. That night when I was in my bedroom alone I did something I had never done before. I grabbed my torch and in the dark I went under my bed sheet shone the light on my penis and studied it. I was fascinated by it. I wondered who else was circumcised like me. My interest in circumcision was born, exploring of my own circumcision at this time how I discovered masturbation. -- source link
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