odalisque-uk: odalisque-uk: So I posted the other night about my agonising frustration from denial.
odalisque-uk: odalisque-uk: So I posted the other night about my agonising frustration from denial. Now, though, you get to participate even more in my abject humiliation. Here’s a clip from my messages, begging SG-uk for something I knew I’d hate - to be a no-orgasm, anal-only slut - but I was so desperate for release (which never came) I’d have done anything. Perverse, I know. The cruelest thing is that he has given me my “wish”, and informed me that I am now anal-only and orgasm-free for the foreseeable future (i.e. until he decides otherwise. Which he tells me is likely to be quite some time). @the-sadist-gentleman-uk generously thought you might enjoy seeing my pathetic, eager messages, and so told me to post them. He knew how humiliating I’d find it. Do let us/him know if you like this little peek and want more. He also says that if this post gets 500 notes, he will have me add more photos of my plugged arse and poor, denied pussy. So share (gulp)* if you want to see the state to which I’ve been reduced! * @odalisque-uk blushes and wants to sink into the floor with embarrassment Well, my kinkalicious followers… pictures of me, as promised! Days and endless days of denial, which have been interspersed with other painful, humiliating, and arousing activities, have been thoroughly documented with a series of photos. And @the-sadist-gentleman-uk has kept his word and chosen 3 of those images for your delectation and general viewing pleasure, happy in the knowledge that exposing me will make me shy and embarassed, and squirm even harder. So, I hope you like them! Here’s an outline of each photo: 1) Yours truly, actively pushing the dildo deep into my arse, feeling myself stretch open around it as I slide it in further, making me moan a little at the sensation. It’s uncomfortable at first, but then gradually feels better and better until I’m hungry for more. I spend time most days fucking this hole, now - slowly coming to look forward to it, to enjoy the opportunity for anal self-violation, as it’s the closest I get to achieving any kind of pleasure or satisfaction. Or I’ll be told to insert the dildo, and leave it stuffed in my arse for a couple of hours when I get home in the evenings - feeling it embedded inside me, nestled tightly between my cheeks, shifting as I walk around, keeping me distracted and desperate while I try to cook or do chores around the house. Then going to bed a squirming, panting wreck with a sticky, vacant cunt.2) A shame-inducing image of my constant wetness - the slippery, glistening evidence of my escalating, helpless arousal, so clear for anyone to see. This is the state to which denial has reduced me, as every day I ride again that wave of frustration, edging when instructed to keep that tight, gnawing knot of desperation, feeling that build up and gathering of momentum that never crests, never breaks, in a relentless increase of pressure and aching desire with no release. Look at how wet my poor, seeping cunt is, with the obligatory anal dildo nestled firmly below. 3) When the temptation to fill my empty, neglected pussy grew, SG-uk made me tape off my newly-redundant hole. It now has no real purpose, he tells me - it has no function. Not now I’m an anal-only slut. The pleasure I find in my pussy is becoming irrelevant. So although I can’t help but still want it filled, stretched, fucked, used, it remains none of those things, which just make it ache and throb all the more, at the lack. So I was told to tape it off, seal it up. Both my clit and swollen, needy, dripping pussy were off limits. The humiliation was exquisite. I was left with just my other hole, my ‘new’ or ‘real’ cunt, and he generously allowed me to fuck myself anally with the dildo as much as I wished, laughing at my pathetic noises as I wriggled and writhed, the packing tape between my legs rustling as I eagerly pushed back onto the dildo, whimpering with humiliated, desperate, unfulfilled need. There are more pictures taken than the three chosen here, and @the-sadist-gentleman-uk promises that if this post reaches another 500 notes - so, 1000 in total - I will have to post more photos of myself. So if you’d like to see more, please do like and reblog! My embarrassment at posting these is extreme - even so, of course, I can feel a trickle of arousal dripping dampening my knickers as I post this. Asking for more exposure makes me feel even hotter with prickly embarrassment and shame and excitement all together. It’s all very confusing, and arousing - so thank you everyone for helping to keep me wet and wanton and humiliated in my hazy pink fog of anal-only denial!With love and leg humps from your friendly masochist,@odalisque-uk x Wow… that’s dedication… -- source link