artofbabalon: swaybound: xn—b6h: see that tiny brown spot? that’s a spider keeping me fr
artofbabalon: swaybound: xn—b6h: see that tiny brown spot? that’s a spider keeping me from showering. i don’t know whether it’s dead or not, but i’m at the beginning process to killing a spider. fear murder disposal i am at fear. If aria had a fear of spiders, I’d so abuse that. But as far as I know, she isn’t too afraid of them. I think once you had a couple of spiders running over your naked and immobilized body, they aren’t all that bad anymore :) I am an arachnophobe. I am also a submissive who plays without limits or safewords. But if his Lordship put a spider on my bound and immobilised body, I think something might break. My trust. I can play without limits and safewords because I trust him not to do anything to me that can’t be fixed, nor to send me somewhere he can’t bring me back from.But how could he bring me back from death?My fear of spiders in rational. They would *literally* kill me. And I could never trust him if he brought one near me. It was bad enough when he wouldn’t empty my wardrobe to find the one that ran in there. Submissive romanticism. That you don’t communicate limits doesn’t make them disappear, it just places more stress on the Dominant. I like to let aria take part in her own misery. A sub is the Dom’s best ally. Let them build the paddles they’re marked with later. Literally and figuratively. And besides, fear doesn’t kill you. If that were true, I’d have died long ago. Simple fears like arachnophobia are the easiest to fix. Just break the circuit until you build up tolerance. -- source link