“Sometimes Zayn gets in these moods where he’s super quiet and starts to distanc
“Sometimes Zayn gets in these moods where he’s super quiet and starts to distance himself. I usually get locked out of the room and have to convince him to even unlock the door. For the longest time it would just happen and I had no idea how to deal with it. I felt almost as helpless as he did. I didn’t know what was going on and he wouldn’t tell me. Zayn sits on the floor writing and drawing in his notebook he always carries around. He doesn’t look up at anyone or even say anything I have to force him to look at me, but nothing ever prepares me for the look on his face. The desperation, the sadness, the helplessness. But I always sit there, and wait for him to crack and let another secret slip. Throughout the years Zayn has slowly let me in. All I can do is be there for the lad and protect him from whatever I can. I love him, he’s my best mate.” -Niall -- source link
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