#testosterone: week 54 Pronouns: it, he Hair Wat r u doin HAIR STAHP I hadn’t noticed my s

#testosterone: week 54 Pronouns: it, he Hair Wat r u doin HAIR STAHP I hadn’t noticed my shoulders growing; as a girl I was taught they were too broad so I mostly ignored them. My arms have gotten absolutely massive considering how little effort I’ve maintained in exercising them though, so it follows that the shoulders would do the same. My Freddie armband needs replacing & I’m sure soon enough my shirts will follow suit. As if on cue, real spots have re-appeared on my ass & thighs, red & unforgiving. I recently treated myself to masc lingerie: sock garters, shirt stays & a jockstrap. I felt cute as heck prancing around in them. Someone asked me about the goal of my transition the other night. I explained that I didn’t desire any surgery (perhaps if I could snap my fingers & be rid of my breasts I would, but at this time they’re really not enough trouble to warrant a knife) (same re: genitals). It seems silly to think in goal oriented ways when life is a constant shift – I struggled with a similar question regarding uni. Directions make more sense. My “goal” in so much as it exists, is to live as a man – to move through social spaces as a man rather than a woman. I’m still getting my bearings but in many ways I’ve already achieved this. Hormones are mostly a way to help others see me as a man, although I enjoy the increased robustness of T. I always wanted a moustache but if I take after my father, facial hair is not in my future. At any rate, I’m happy with my shaper jawline, hairy butt & sturdier tear ducts. #hrt #transitionjournal #nonbinary #gaytrans #gay #documentingtransition #fucktheCistem #t #HPonT #2ndpuberty #weveHadOneYesButWhatAbout2ndPuberty #TRANSatlantic #transman #transmasc #lgbt #transtrender #t https://www.instagram.com/h.p.loveshaft/p/BuTNScphCCE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rv1f1ywxhz50 -- source link

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