#testosterone: week 50 Pronouns: it, he A week ago I had my first T injection. Normally a dose so la
#testosterone: week 50 Pronouns: it, he A week ago I had my first T injection. Normally a dose so large would be administered into the gluteus but lacking trained medical professionals we elected to split it into two shots, one in each thigh muscle. For all my needle anxiety, the shot itself was all but painless. The next day found me in agony which only increased as I preformed on my injuries. By day 5 the pain faded to a slight ache & day 7 found me back to normal. Effects were immediate: my small spots have increased, doubling or even tripling in number. My weight shifting from my hips to my belly is a long term change but it feels like it’s happened more dramatically. The hair on my belly has thickened slightly while the veins on my arms seem more prominent. A small patch of dark hairs has sprouted just under my lower lip, invisible unless I smile or otherwise flatten the area. In high school I confessed a crush to a friend, whose response was, “you have a crush on everyone.” This hasn’t changed; I’m a little bit in love with all of my friends & have asked out a sizable fraction of my acquaintances. I wonder if testosterone makes me more likely to sexualize the people in my life? Between the wrestling, football & martial arts, my levels must have been high back then, too. I wish I had a larger sample size. #hrt #transitionjournal #nonbinary #gaytrans #gay #documentingtransition #fucktheCistem #t #HPonT #2ndpuberty #weveHadOneYesButWhatAbout2ndPuberty #TRANSatlantic #transman #transmasc #lgbt #transtrender #transguy #transsexual #homo https://www.instagram.com/p/BtUciGeB3gX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16mvjgryymagw -- source link
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