Photo Submitted by @tabis-eyebrowsA/N ~ Chapter is in the professors POVYearning to learn ~ Mini wri
Photo Submitted by @tabis-eyebrowsA/N ~ Chapter is in the professors POVYearning to learn ~ Mini writes ~ Part Sixty threeSeries masterlistSeung hyun sat in his room, thinking about the last few months with you and how happy you made him just by being in the same room, it was something he hadn’t felt in a long time. He wanted you to become more free with him, more bold and you had begun to do that. He was pleasantly surprised when he felt your soft hands brushing over his bare back as he washed his, the contact sending electricity buzzing through him. He couldn’t take his eyes off you from the moment you ordered him in the tub to the very end of your bath together and beyond. He remember how beautiful you looked as you rode him, moaning loudly and freely, your head dropping back exposing everything to him, your fingers digging at his flesh as you came and then the silent moment you shared after you reached your highs together. He had never felt more connected to anyone in his life then when he did in that moment, he wanted it to last forever, he wanted to tell you how he felt about you but he was scared. Scared that you weren’t ready to hear it, scared that it would just send you running out of his life and he wasn’t ready to lose you, not yet. He let his last thought sink in for a moment before he raced out of the house, leaving behind everything he brought for the trip. Seung hyun was desperate to see you, to talk to you so he could apologise. He drove as quickly as he could, calling you the whole way but you didn’t or wouldn’t answer. Not bothering to go back to his house, he drove straight to the campus and parked outside before making his way to your dorm building, making sure to keep a low profile. He stood across the street from it, looking at the windows, desperately searching for a sign of what room you were in while he tried calling you again. Car lights lit up the street where he was standing, he took a step back, hiding himself in the branches that overhung the sidewalk. The car pulled up outside your dorm, his phone still calling yours as his eyes stayed glued on the taxi. His brow furrowed, a pain hitting him right in the heart when he saw you stumble out and fall to the ground clawing at your pocket that was glowing, you were reaching for your phone. He couldn’t help but feel guilty, feel responsible for the state you were in. He stepped out from the bush but stepped back as soon as he saw Hoseok get out and walk over to you before helping you up. Anger bubbled inside him until he saw your face, he could see the pain you were feeling. You pushed Hoseok away but he was quick to grab you again, Seung hyun wanted to go to you, he didn’t want Hoseok anywhere near you when you were this drunk but he couldn’t. He couldn’t guarantee he wouldn’t get physical with the younger man and demand he stay away from you, it would expose the both of you and he couldn’t risk it, he couldn’t risk your future like that. Your life would be ruined from the scandal and you would forever be branded as the girl who fucked her professor. He could see you fighting with him, trying to get away from him but he kept you in place, the taxi driving away making it impossible to hear what you were arguing about. “Because I can’t” you screamed in his face. “I can’t tell anyone, not even Jennifer” Seung hyun’s heart dropped, he knew what you were yelling about, him. He watched as you finally broke down, the sound of you crying reaching him. He wanted to hold you, to console you and tell you everything would be ok but for now, he could only watch Hoseok do that for you. You called the younger man’s name, Seung hyun watched and listened carefully, he wanted to see where this was going. “That message you sent, about me looking good in your clothes.” “Yes?” You pulled out from his chest and asked “What did you mean? I don’t remember wearing them” “The other day, when i ran into leaving campus with that bag, you were wearing the snapback and jacket i gave you….” Seung hyun remembered the clothes you were wearing the day he asked you to come away with him, exactly what Hoseok had mentioned. He watched as you dropped your head and muttered something to yourself. “What?” “Nothing, it’s nothing” you looked back up, tears flowing down your cheeks again. Seung hyun was left on the street as Hoseok lead you inside, he felt like an idiot for blowing up at you, everything seemed so innocent. He waited outside for Hoseok to come back out but he didn’t, he tried to push out the thoughts that it wasn’t so innocent after all, telling himself you were upset about him and Hoseok was just being a good friend by keeping you company and making sure you were ok. He wanted to believe that you wouldn’t do anything with him, that you weren’t her but you were drunk, in reality, anything could happen. -- source link
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