Drugs could ruin your life, or make it really really bad for awhile.Today is day 4.Day 2 of only smo
Drugs could ruin your life, or make it really really bad for awhile.Today is day 4.Day 2 of only smoking weed, and taking the last of the suboxone.I feel good. But I also got a little depressed.I was flying a sign yesterday and the chief of police’s wife sat there at cut me down for 30 minutes and kept threatening to get me thrown in jail and my dog put in the pound all while rubbing it in my face by the fact that she gave me 4 dollars and that it wasn’t for me because I was a piece of shit, it was for the dog because that’s all she cared about.Some people really really suck.Other than that things have been spectacular.I tried to get my license replaced today but I owe 120$.When Sean and I first got together everything was great.Then I wanted to to try this and that and well, that’s how this happened.We got together in late September. This started in January.Since late April we haven’t had sex.You lose your sex drive. You lose your interests. You don’t care about anything else. You won’t have money for anything else. We were spending anywhere from 100-150 dollars a day alone on shit.But now we have stopped.Maybe things will get back to normal.Maybe we won’t fight with each other anymore.Maybe we can be normal.My track marks have finally been going away.You almost can’t see them.Maybe I can be me again, I’ve already finished a book, and started on a new one.I enjoy things now, I enjoy reading.I can really smile and you can tell I’m finally happy again. -- source link
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